I hate to tell you,but most men are complaining that their woman don't give them enough.In your case it's just the opposite and what makes it worse is because he enjoys sex by his lonesome. That's a problem and can understand your problem/anger.
Your a man's dream and maybe your wasting your time on him when you could be appreciated by someone who knows he has found the sexual creature of his life. He won't find many women that will wake up early just to give him a blow job.
It's time to put a lock on things,either on the door or one on your kitty. Like you said,your always at his disposal,but he prefers his own personal stroke.Tell him to go stroke it somewhere else. I like to masturbate,but if I had to do it because he's already spent because he is only interested in sex during porn,then I'm gone.
I would say he's got a real problem and you can't be dragged down with him if he doesn't want to solve this. My h/b told me he had a sexual addiction [I was shocked],and then he said it was my kitty. An addiction which we both love,like my addiction to his cock and my creamy reward. Remind him he's in a relationship and he's not fulfilling his part and it's causing you pain.
Tell him to seek help or hit the bricks. Life's too short honey...
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