I discovered my special perversion in college. I like being peeked on by women or sometimes by a woman with her male partner, but I would not enjoy it if at first they thought or knew I was aware of being watched. I have done this only in apartment or condominium buildings where there are suitable voyeurs (whom I find attractive) in the adjacent buildings. I don't want the entire building to see me at once, though it's happened that there are 5 or 6 bi-curious women and their male friend watching me at one time (they can't be aware of the others either), and that's very rare, usually only one or two people who really turn me on (they're attractive, excited, etc). And they never get to see me ever all whole, only parts of me, like below my waist to my knees, or my torso, or rear end and thighs, the curtains and blinds are so arranged. And further more, the great turn on is that I can arrange to watch them peeking on me (by well-placed mirrors, through curtain slits at other windows of mine, etc.). Therefore I watch them, too, without them ever knowing I do. (They usually undress and masturbate, they're very very excited, one couple masturbated each other while watching me). Once they have seen me and reacted the way I want, I make a habit of appearing regularly so they know when I'm going to do it. I never or hardly ever do it at night. The blinds or curtains are never even as much as a quarter open. Sometimes only a few inches (I can control the angle of viewing to cut out certain parts of an entire building). It looks all quite accidental, but it is extremely exciting, as exciting, I'd say, as anything I've ever done sexually, and no one has as much as said, "Do you know, your blinds are not completely closed. People can see in!" And whenever I go outside and recognize one of them at the supermarket, riding my bike, etc., as they certainly recognize me, I pretend not to know them, pretend not to notice. I feel it's more exciting the way it is, and would not like to ruin this arousing relationship by anything more personal.
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