Have really been missing you guys!!

[XStripper777]

Hey all!

Hope everyone's been doing great! I miss the site so much, but thought about all my old buddies last night, so decided to swing by and say "hello" and fill y'all in on what's been happening.

Jody and I are still together, that should go without saying, lol... but I've met someone else who I'm extremely interested in. It's a woman, so don't jump to conclusions, haha! She's absolutely georgeous, and she's intelligent... two things that just turn me on are brains and looks (I know... the looks part is kind of cynical, but it's the truth so who cares? Can't lie to y'all, hehe!)

Anywho... we've talked a lot about being together, just haven't had the opportunity. She's not ready to be with me and my husband at the same time, which I totally understand. But, we're highly attracted to one another... but we're in an awkward situation.

For starters... you know when you first meet someone... and you're not really sure whether or not to make a move because you don't know how the other would react? Well, that's sort of where we are right now. The other night, while Jody was at practice (remember, he's a musician) we started giving each other full body rubs... and just when it got to the point where we could both tell it was going to go somewhere... he came home! So, we pretty much just finished up our rubs and then stopped... they smoked one, then Jody and I went in the other room and had amazing sex, lol. She's also the kind of person who gets in the bed with me and Jody when she stays the night, so it sends him mixed messages, ya know? Hell, I myself am getting mixed signals from that! She'll snuggle in the bed with me, put her arms around me while we watch TV, and will sometimes kiss me on the neck and all... but that may just be the type of person she is too... we're all ex strippers, so we are just more open with other strippers. But, this is just a little more open than that... so I'm fucking confused! What the hell to do?

I'm thinking that she just isn't ready to be with my husband, or have him in the room when we're together, but even when he's not around, neither of us will make a full on move... am I just being a chicken shit?

She stays the night with us almost every weekend... we've definately hooked up in the sense that we've kissed and "rubbed" on each other... I mean, we just gave each other full-body massages! Which, by the way, were fucking awesome because by the time Jody got home, I was finishing up with hers, so we switched and I had two people (whom I'd SO like to fuck) both rubbing on me, lol!

So, any suggestions? I know this hasn't been very easy to read, but this is just about how my mind is working right now. I'm just not the kind of person to get stupid about a damned woman! I've got my man and that's all I need, but this chick's got me stupid because there's so much sexual tension built up there between us.

What would you guys do? Or what would you suggest I do?

[Budde]

Come on your not really that naive are you.................lol Just teasing. Seriously though I think it's as plain as day that this girl wants you. She into the full body message thing very cool btw, she's snuggling in bed with you while your husband is in there with you. She sure ain't shy thats for sure. I know what your saying about strippers being more open about their bodies with each other because of the work environment but knowing more then a few in my day and being lets say more then just friends with one or two. Bisexuality and or lesbianism is not a given. The one I dated used to tell me how she used to get hit on by this one girl she worked with and had no interest in her or any woman, but you have a lot more then I do but I would say it safe to say she's hot for you without question. My wife an I only touched on this subject recently when she mentioned casually that she thought she would have made a good lesbian. Needless to say it not only took me by surprise but also put some lead in my pencil thats for sure. We talked about it several times and I am sure nothing will ever come of it but I told her I would want to be a part of her first time with a woman. I said I would find it extremely hot and would love to experience it with her. She said she wasn't sure about that part of it. She said it might be something that she would want to experince alone as my presence there might inhibit her.
So this is something to consider, if your husband is on board with this which it sounds like he is does he want to be there for your first time? I think ultimately he is the one you should be most concerned with. He's in it with you for the long haul so his feelings should come first. If he's cool with you tow doing it without him then thats cool too, makes things a bit easier from where I sit.

As far as your friend goes, just pick the time when you tow have enough alone time together to make things happen and just plant one on her and take her by the hand and say lets do this and I will bet she doesn't even give you one bit of hesitation.
Good luck with your new adventure.

[igor]

Just talk to her. As much as your doing I'd have to think she'd be open to something more than just casual massage.

[watershadow]

Glad you're back, XS!

It sounds like this is the case, but is your husband okay with you and a girl going at it in front of him? To be brief, the girl is so interested I'm surprised that she hasn't just found a way to corner you and convince you that it's okay if she has her wicked way with you.

Have fun! Hope this helps! Welcome back!

[usagirl19735]

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